Love... why is it so hard...

It’s amazing how the right person can be in front of you but you don’t realize it because you’re too caught up in someone else.......

i'm scared ok... i'm scared to tell you how i feel.. i'm scared i'm jumping to conclusions... i'm scared i'll mess everything up... i'm scared.


 I’m terrified to get too close to you because I don’t want to get my heart broken. I’m afraid that if we take this further I’m just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don’t think I could take that.... 


sometimes i just want to stand up  and scream and confess to you, but there is something inside of me that stops me.. something makeing me doubt myself.... and i came soooooo close to telling you toight... why did i stop i have no idea i had it all typed out and then hit delete..