Thursday, December 23, 2010

NEW LOCATION

so i am on tumblr WAY WAY WAY more than i'm on here and i'm hoping that i update more by moving my blog...
sooooo with that being said

http://steffaniestegosaurus.tumblr.com/

go there thats's where i'll be updating more:)

Monday, December 20, 2010

it's... well it's been a while

it's been forever since i blogged last... i feel soooo behind... but i find it hard to blog when i have nothing to say.. yeah i know since when do I have nothing to say...

i have been tumbling A LOT! like crazy!!! it's my new obsession! i love reblogging and what not!
photosteff.tumblr.com 

i have been very confused on this boy situation lately.. it's so confusing like one day well be talking and i have that stupid tingly feeling... then another day we'll be talking and i get real annoyed really easy and idk maybe it's just me...

my computer is going crazy again... i'm going an intensive scan right now hopefully it'll clean up whatever nonsense thats going on....

anddd idk how i feel about living here... i feel like i'm wasteing my life and my time here... how is it benifiting me?
but at the same time i can't imagine not being able to see my mom everyday!!!

I HATE GROWING UP!!!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Love... why is it so hard...

It’s amazing how the right person can be in front of you but you don’t realize it because you’re too caught up in someone else.......


i'm scared ok... i'm scared to tell you how i feel.. i'm scared i'm jumping to conclusions... i'm scared i'll mess everything up... i'm scared.


 I’m terrified to get too close to you because I don’t want to get my heart broken. I’m afraid that if we take this further I’m just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don’t think I could take that.... 


sometimes i just want to stand up  and scream and confess to you, but there is something inside of me that stops me.. something makeing me doubt myself.... and i came soooooo close to telling you toight... why did i stop i have no idea i had it all typed out and then hit delete..




Friday, November 5, 2010

why i think i may love you...

you believe in me when no one else does…
you actually think I’m pretty…
your the only one who has ever said I’m a sweet girl…
your not the type of boy i usually like…
you listen to me even when i’m complaining and whiney… and i need that…
we are completely different in a similar sort of way…
your adorable…
you bring out the bad in me…. but i think i like it…
your awkward… but so am i…
your remember the littlest things about me..it makes me feel special…
i am sad when i’m not talking with you…
we both love dinos:)
i feel like if i wanted to i could tell you everything…..
why haven’t i told you all this?? cause it’s hard, my heart has made so many stupid decisions that i can’t trust it….. but i hope it’s making the right one now…

Thursday, November 4, 2010

sorrrrrryyyyy

ok so sorry it's been so long... i would like to say i haven been busy but well i haven't i have just been tumblring a lot.... i know thats no excuse... i haven't been doing much... just working.... i know lame...

Thursday, October 28, 2010

*sigh*

you know that moment you start likeing someone, and you get scared so you want to put on the breaks on your heart but can't???? does that even make since??? well whatever it's happening... and i want it to stop...

idk whatever happens i know i'll do something to screw it up... and i don't want to loose this... i don't want to loose him.... really i just want to be happy.... but i'm afraid to be in love...


i want some chocolate crinkle cookes and a glass of milk.... both of witch we do not have :(

i LOVE this show

have you guys seen the middle? it's on wednesday nights i LOVE LOVE LOVE it.....


"Mom…Dad…If things go south today, I just want you to know my personal effects are in the peanut can under my bed." - Brick Heck
"This is so not fair. When I turn 30, I am so outta here." - Axl Heck
"I don't have any study skills and those are very hard skills to learn at my age. My brain's already formed. Maybe if you had raised me better..." - Axl Heck
"Why do we gotta go looking for trouble? I'm pretty sure it knows our address." - Mike Heck
"There's not much you can't accomplish in this town with a case of beer and a wheel of cheese." - Mike Heck
"God doesn't get involved in sports 'cause if he did, the Colts would have won the Super Bowl last year." - Mike Heck
"Right. That's my problem. I'm not organized. I happen to have a pocketful of Post-its that says otherwise." - Frankie Heck
"You're getting a physical. End of story. I don't need you dying early and sticking me with the kids." - Frankie Heck
"I can't handle a love triangle. I'm not a Kardashian." - Sue Heck