Love... why is it so hard...

It’s amazing how the right person can be in front of you but you don’t realize it because you’re too caught up in someone else.......

i'm scared ok... i'm scared to tell you how i feel.. i'm scared i'm jumping to conclusions... i'm scared i'll mess everything up... i'm scared.


 I’m terrified to get too close to you because I don’t want to get my heart broken. I’m afraid that if we take this further I’m just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don’t think I could take that.... 


sometimes i just want to stand up  and scream and confess to you, but there is something inside of me that stops me.. something makeing me doubt myself.... and i came soooooo close to telling you toight... why did i stop i have no idea i had it all typed out and then hit delete..

why i think i may love you...

you believe in me when no one else does…

you actually think I’m pretty…

your the only one who has ever said I’m a sweet girl…

your not the type of boy i usually like…

you listen to me even when i’m complaining and whiney… and i need that…

we are completely different in a similar sort of way…

your adorable…

you bring out the bad in me…. but i think i like it…

your awkward… but so am i…

your remember the littlest things about me..it makes me feel special…

i am sad when i’m not talking with you…

we both love dinos:)

i feel like if i wanted to i could tell you everything…..

why haven’t i told you all this?? cause it’s hard, my heart has made so many stupid decisions that i can’t trust it….. but i hope it’s making the right one now…

sorrrrrryyyyy

ok so sorry it's been so long... i would like to say i haven been busy but well i haven't i have just been tumblring a lot.... i know thats no excuse... i haven't been doing much... just working.... i know lame...