Love... why is it so hard...

It’s amazing how the right person can be in front of you but you don’t realize it because you’re too caught up in someone else.......

i'm scared ok... i'm scared to tell you how i feel.. i'm scared i'm jumping to conclusions... i'm scared i'll mess everything up... i'm scared.


 I’m terrified to get too close to you because I don’t want to get my heart broken. I’m afraid that if we take this further I’m just going to get hurt and to be honest, I don’t think I could take that.... 


sometimes i just want to stand up  and scream and confess to you, but there is something inside of me that stops me.. something makeing me doubt myself.... and i came soooooo close to telling you toight... why did i stop i have no idea i had it all typed out and then hit delete..

why i think i may love you...

you believe in me when no one else does…

you actually think I’m pretty…

your the only one who has ever said I’m a sweet girl…

your not the type of boy i usually like…

you listen to me even when i’m complaining and whiney… and i need that…

we are completely different in a similar sort of way…

your adorable…

you bring out the bad in me…. but i think i like it…

your awkward… but so am i…

your remember the littlest things about me..it makes me feel special…

i am sad when i’m not talking with you…

we both love dinos:)

i feel like if i wanted to i could tell you everything…..

why haven’t i told you all this?? cause it’s hard, my heart has made so many stupid decisions that i can’t trust it….. but i hope it’s making the right one now…

sorrrrrryyyyy

ok so sorry it's been so long... i would like to say i haven been busy but well i haven't i have just been tumblring a lot.... i know thats no excuse... i haven't been doing much... just working.... i know lame...

*sigh*

you know that moment you start likeing someone, and you get scared so you want to put on the breaks on your heart but can't???? does that even make since??? well whatever it's happening... and i want it to stop...

idk whatever happens i know i'll do something to screw it up... and i don't want to loose this... i don't want to loose him.... really i just want to be happy.... but i'm afraid to be in love...


i want some chocolate crinkle cookes and a glass of milk.... both of witch we do not have :(

i LOVE this show

have you guys seen the middle? it's on wednesday nights i LOVE LOVE LOVE it.....


"Mom…Dad…If things go south today, I just want you to know my personal effects are in the peanut can under my bed." - Brick Heck
"This is so not fair. When I turn 30, I am so outta here." - Axl Heck
"I don't have any study skills and those are very hard skills to learn at my age. My brain's already formed. Maybe if you had raised me better..." - Axl Heck
"Why do we gotta go looking for trouble? I'm pretty sure it knows our address." - Mike Heck
"There's not much you can't accomplish in this town with a case of beer and a wheel of cheese." - Mike Heck
"God doesn't get involved in sports 'cause if he did, the Colts would have won the Super Bowl last year." - Mike Heck
"Right. That's my problem. I'm not organized. I happen to have a pocketful of Post-its that says otherwise." - Frankie Heck
"You're getting a physical. End of story. I don't need you dying early and sticking me with the kids." - Frankie Heck
"I can't handle a love triangle. I'm not a Kardashian." - Sue Heck

friends trains and automobiles:)

so i am fastly learning that planning vacations are a lot of work.... and are expensive, but should be worth it

planning on leavg Ohio for Chicago on June 24th the same dai come back from SITS... and then returning from Chicago June 27th...

things we plan on doing.. mideval times, a trolly tour, sky tower, and a pizza tour
 there are also several free thingsto do and besides mideval times and the pizza tour we plan to eat cheap....
staying at: hopefully the Hard Rock Hotel, we would have guarenteed parking and it is in a good location...

what car are we taking? not sure yet we haven't decided yet... my car gets good gas mileage and is small so it'll be easy to drive in the city... but whatever we decide as a group...


estimated cost per person... like $500 which is a rough guestimation...

and now i will godo some more research.... but will leave you with some lovely pictures of chicago:)
ps. of anyone wants to pay me to do anything let me know... cause chicago is ecxpensive and second jobs are hard to find...

ok i'll just leave you with one becaue it'll only upload one...

quotes pictures and things...

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me… ‘cause I’m not doing so great without you

You’re that guy that no matter how many more guys I go through, I’ll always have a thing for you

Sometimes, someone comes into your life that changes everything. They’re able to make you smile, laugh, and allow you to be yourself. There’s something about them that is unexplainable; and even though you’re not even with them, you don’t want to let that person go

It’s amazing how the right person can be in front of you but you don’t realize it because you’re too caught up in someone else.

I can say I made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t regret things. Because at least I didn’t spend a life standing outside, wondering what living would be like.

  My feelings for you is like a boomerang. Whenever I try to get rid of it by throwing it all away, it constantly finds away to come back.

Sometimes friends turn into strangers… don’t let that happen if you really love that person.
  — Angela Simmons

I’m taking one of those quiet moments where I weigh your good qualities against your bad ones and decide if you’re actually worth the trouble.
  — Scrubs

You said that you hated seeing me hurt… so all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me… ‘cause I’m not doing so great without you.

Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe it’s just my imagination. But I see you stare just a little too long, and it makes me start to wonder… So baby, call me crazy but I think you feel it too.
  — Jordin Sparks